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Literature Text
At Night, I Cry
At night, I cry because I can’t stop thinking about the old me
When no one’s around, I weep warm tears that slide down my cheeks slowly
And it’s odd, I feel so unsatisfied but I refuse to use the word “unhappy”
I think back to the times where I would just laugh with my little friends, gleefully
Now that I’m older, I feel myself constantly over-thinking
Just constantly thinking of bad habits and fears
Maybe it’s something I did; maybe I’m the bad seed
Maybe I do deserve this horrible treatment by my peers
Or maybe I’m just doing what I do best, over-think
I do it everyday, think to the point where it sickens me
Now I’m physically sick from staring at this laptop screen, constantly
‘Cause now it seems it’s all I have left
Everyone knows what I crave but I can’t seem to do anything about it
And I can’t share my innermost thoughts with them, in-depth
Because my mom will try and do something drastic
My dad just blows it off and says somethin’ sarcastic
And my sister just believes everything is all beautiful and fantastic
And what else am I supposed to say
The very thing y’all hate, I feel the same way
But nothing ever seems to change
Even when I did complain
Now I sit here writing this rhyme
About why I cry at night
I never cry in the daylight
Just a Dream. Please.
The Moon
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