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you told me you were more of a dreamer
and i think that's overrated like stardust
and bones and bullshit poetry trite cliches
that linger like oh, yeah, cigarette smoke.
i think it's overrated like grammar
proper ideal and break line dyslexia
and megalodon comparisons of sharp
(dis)order swimming in the ocean
of your atlantic lungs and pacific tongue.
pacifism and eroticism and are bad mixes
when you're a passive-aggressive lover
in waves and spikes
of shark teeth and moist shores.
most norms call for yes or no,
not i guess and perhaps,
because hesitance is fear
and that is absolute weakness.
or weakness without absolution.
and you were one sorry excuse of truth.
and i think that's overrated like stardust
and bones and bullshit poetry trite cliches
that linger like oh, yeah, cigarette smoke.
i think it's overrated like grammar
proper ideal and break line dyslexia
and megalodon comparisons of sharp
(dis)order swimming in the ocean
of your atlantic lungs and pacific tongue.
pacifism and eroticism and are bad mixes
when you're a passive-aggressive lover
in waves and spikes
of shark teeth and moist shores.
most norms call for yes or no,
not i guess and perhaps,
because hesitance is fear
and that is absolute weakness.
or weakness without absolution.
and you were one sorry excuse of truth.
Literature
philosophy has lost its appeal
Your absence isn't the elephant in the room;
It’s the invisible parasites lounging in the floorboards
Just writhing for a taste of lonely flesh.
My repaired left half is gone;
Without you, I’m faulty once more:
The half-blind broken wind-up doll is here again.
There aren't words to describe the emptiness:
just return soon.
Literature
Things I would Tell Her--C.
I want to tell her the things
I'll tell her when she’s older,
but the information terrifies her.
In order of importance:
she has luna moths in her head,
monarch butterflies in her stomach,
and a feral fetus in her womb.
Her hands
are collapse-clasped and folded
in her lap;
she holds her elbows like wings
away from her ribs,
ready to flap,
to flutter,
to fly.
I want to tell her
to keep one hand in her purse
so she can always find her keys,
to keep an eye on the door
and the door always open
so she can run if she doesn't feel safe,
but her cheeks are rorschach-splotch red
and the tension in her shoulders
warns me she's not ready
to hea
Literature
Before I Can Become a Writer
Develop insomnia. Develop
problems with substance abuse,
nothing serious, but enough
that I can say “write drunk,
edit sober” and mean it.
Drink tea. Write about drinking
tea. Take up smoking, ignore
the thoughts about it being
a slower suicide. Write about
suicide. Don’t mean it.
Write about sunsets and
ink veins. Mean it.
Fall in love with someone
who will never love me back.
Lament. Write a million
crappy poems and two good
ones. Never show him.
Move on. Write a few more
bad poems. Fall in love with
someone perfect. Screw it up.
Fall in love with someone awful.
Call him perfect. Screw it up.
Cry. Cry for the inevitab
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That first stanza is my favorite. It's just awesome. So cynical and bitter.