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running away from oceans,
with my blood lining the reunion
of water and the shore,
my life is a predestined
recording of mistakes
and fuck ups.
new york, new york
imagery of excellence
my petulance confused
and heaven sent
because god tests
his toughest soldiers--
if you believe that.
i believe it i suppose
if i'm supposed
to be good enough
for the afterlife,
but i feel small enough
to disappear from this
small faux-tryst.
she was never real,
i was never healed,
i was never real,
she was never healed.
i bleed into relations
until the crust
lines stillness
like the aftermath
of waterfalls pushed
from clinched eyelids.
new york, new york
am i lowly in the shadow
of your prestige
or am i a small fish
wide-eyed ready to head dive
into your big sea?
i don't know anymore
'cause this had direction
and it lost all its shit
because i lie everyday.
i lie all the time.
i'm not being real
just because i'm partially skilled
in putting words together
in a clever way,
but wit(h you)
doesn't last forever.
so let's get real:
i probably didn't feel
what i thought i felt
or maybe i did feel it
because i knew it
wasn't real.
what do i feel now?
longing and it's not for you
but it's for two.
do the math,
it's the second
and i want that to last
before i blast
my elephant gun
into my brain
where the memories
never seemed to fade.
but i guess that
means love
or some other
form of insanity.
i'm young
and i'm fleeing this round
because i don't belong
in this town;
i'm burying my dreams
underground,
contort the bones
until my fingers
poke from the soil
so you know
it's always been you
i was reaching for.
with my blood lining the reunion
of water and the shore,
my life is a predestined
recording of mistakes
and fuck ups.
new york, new york
imagery of excellence
my petulance confused
and heaven sent
because god tests
his toughest soldiers--
if you believe that.
i believe it i suppose
if i'm supposed
to be good enough
for the afterlife,
but i feel small enough
to disappear from this
small faux-tryst.
she was never real,
i was never healed,
i was never real,
she was never healed.
i bleed into relations
until the crust
lines stillness
like the aftermath
of waterfalls pushed
from clinched eyelids.
new york, new york
am i lowly in the shadow
of your prestige
or am i a small fish
wide-eyed ready to head dive
into your big sea?
i don't know anymore
'cause this had direction
and it lost all its shit
because i lie everyday.
i lie all the time.
i'm not being real
just because i'm partially skilled
in putting words together
in a clever way,
but wit(h you)
doesn't last forever.
so let's get real:
i probably didn't feel
what i thought i felt
or maybe i did feel it
because i knew it
wasn't real.
what do i feel now?
longing and it's not for you
but it's for two.
do the math,
it's the second
and i want that to last
before i blast
my elephant gun
into my brain
where the memories
never seemed to fade.
but i guess that
means love
or some other
form of insanity.
i'm young
and i'm fleeing this round
because i don't belong
in this town;
i'm burying my dreams
underground,
contort the bones
until my fingers
poke from the soil
so you know
it's always been you
i was reaching for.
Literature
boo !
the smell of ice
and vampire bites
thrill is in the air
fright night –
flashing sights ,
blurred lights &
candy so bright .
the scare of a clown
when no one's around ,
terror abounds
in cul-de-sacs of sound .
run run run
the shrieking rattle of death's bony fingers –
oh my God !
never mind , just a Grim Reaper .
& at 3 a.m. , when
the cycles begin again —
you know you've found
the thrill in the sound
of
"Happy Halloween!"
Literature
October short story
It was staring at me, from the window. Its eyes never wavering from meeting mine. Its mouth was just a wide jagged line of sharp teeth frozen into a lip-less smile. Its long claws curved and filthy with something awful. There was something staining the window, the street light outside illuminating chunks and making the dripping lines glow. The creature was unmoving from its spot.
The terrifying part is that it’s on the inside of the window.
Literature
the ghost
I don't know what I'm waiting for,
because I am a ghost and yet
I sit on my hands and wonder
where you've been -
I walk the forest in circles,
the methodical crunch
of leaves beneath my feet
and I remember
that you made me feel small,
and alone. here I am, facing
this brilliant hue that is me and myself
and I am the ghost but somehow
you are haunting me.
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Brother... do you even realize that the ramblings you put in your descriptions are far better work than the deviation you have them on?